Currently

I am currently...
Loving:  Red Velvet Cake tea by David's tea. So delicious. I even bought a tea ball to steep my tea in. Collection of tea, begin!
Watching: I have just finished a Community marathon. So hilarious. I greatly enjoy this TV show and I hope it continues on. 
Listening:  To...country music. Errr...don't judge. It's a new like. Shhh.
Wishing: That the rain would let up, for one day. Just ONE day. 
Reading: "Dancing with Porcupines- Learning to Appreciate the Finer Points of Others" by Bob Phillips. Very good so far. 
Looking Forward To: Going home for Easter long weekend. Seeing my family whom I miss a lot. And Getting to meet my twin's girlfriend. And for them to meet Atticus! :D (Maybe I'll explain more, maybe not.)
Instagram-ing: Random moments of life. This morning was tea. 

Wanting: My room to magically clean its-self. Disaster zone warning. Too much going on to have time. 

Okay, so that's kind of a glimpse at life right now. For those of you who read this but don't know, I am dating a boy. He's a great guy. We're trying to take things slow. Although that seems to never happen in relationships. Ever. At least in my experience- and perhaps that has something to do with the fact that I approach life at a very fast pace. 

If you asked me if I felt ready to be in another relationship, I would say honestly sometimes I am not too certain. But...I have given up on certainty. 

Does that sound bad?

I can't know anything for certain. I'm just trusting God. Trusting that if my actions line up with what I know God wants for me, then it's good. 

Perhaps this choice flows out of how the rest of my life is going- future feels uncertain and what not. 

All I know is that I have come to really appreciate how Atticus has helped me to feel more certain about one thing. God is good and life is beautiful. 

For a while I was very concerned what others might think of me for being with him. But then a friend of mine asked me why I cared so much what other people thought. And it made me re-evaluate how much I let others' opinions sway me. Not that I'd ignore them or disregard good advice- but that I'd stick to my own convictions and act for myself. 

Just learning left, right and centre over here. 

On one last side note- I suck at blogging regularly. But I have decided that's okay. I don't live life on a schedule. I do use it to help me get through things and schooling and when I need it to be organized. But sometimes I desire spontaneity way more. 

So, until the next spontaneous moment...happy Thursday :) 

Time to clean my room.